bl*ss v3.0

online on a rainy day,COLD like shit, but wat to do, saja online dowan let ching use
:P

halooo....now at yang's house to check my email...got about 80 new mail...banyak
yang poking me here....his habit everyday..cis
anyway, been quite busy lately with the library...now cannot go use the library to go online liao....cos actually the libr line abit different from the usual line...a normal phone call costs much more....anyway i'm the "president" must set good example :P
eve...HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! yang oso wish u...hopefully can arrange something for tomolo lar....still dunno where to go :(

hehehe, at last it's friday. love fridays. the best among the rest. ching now at summit while i'm online. afterwards meeting them there. me kinda hungry but just now ate waffle wit hui ling liao. wetn pyramid with her, to buy sumthin. bought a pig, his name is Andrew, currently on my back-mirror. lalala. watching jumlah kesemua ketakutan after this. hope it's nice. hungry. bye

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ching want me to type 1+1=3 :P
im in the cafe now with yang, ching, jj and bro, pravin, chew !! so nice to go cafe...can go online.. it is such a blissss. ahhhhhhhhh, smell the online smell...musty,overcrowded...mmmmm.
guess what day today is?? saturday lar.....and it is also me and yang's 13 month-niversary!!! yeah yeah..happy happy..but apparently yang isnt very happy...wasnt suppose to play the sniping map but in the end oso did...oh well
guess wat now??? i go HANDPHONE yeah yeah yeah...and my number is 017-8780937..call me :P eve..i msg you but dunno why u didnt reply wan :( too busy?? phone gone? no credit (as usual)??
i think that is all i have to say lar...tata ^_^

what adjective are you?

quiz by maikamariel

ppl say and dun actually do it.
ppl promise and they break them.
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i flunk fizik wit one digit mark, but alas higher than ching. hehehehe. ching got half life of my marks for fizik and kimia. soooooo, he got half of wat i got? :P . no larr, maybe he malas too much, like me, but i never sleep dat much onli. ching sleeping now, me goin summit pulak. YEAH. dunno, time running short, just wanna write thingé here and there.

i feel bad today. went cafe with friends, shouldn't hav gone to cafe. i walked outta the cafe and they dun even notice, maybe notice but dun care where i went. should have just drove away. felt like i'm being useD, as a driver. lesson learnt. not only dat, the forgot about me and started playing witout me, damn pissed off, and they never even say anything, except jj. haih. should have really drove off dat time, but i tot it will make them worry, came back and saw them laughing away acting like there's nothing wrong. maybe it's me. miss u hui ling, really wish u were here now, but u r also sad too now i guess, and even i can't help u knoe (unless i can drive to johor larr). REALLY menyesal never drove off and not saying a thing. dun feel like goin to cafe anymore, ever, if go oso dun feel like goin with them, just can't take the fact dat the forgotten me, and the main reason i went there is becos i wanted to release stress, came back wit more summore. dun feel like living anymore. need a gun. saddening life ppl hav, i just can't appreciate wat is good for me and forget wat is bad, including the milk in my fridge. life sucks. i want to be alone now, maybe dat way i can cope wit bein alone and not depanding on ppl, should hav kept quiet throughout my life, nobody will knoe me and knoebody will hurt me, onli can blame myself for wat will and has happened, and die witout love and hate, nor any feeeling beneath my skin and soul, witout any regrets killing anyslaughtering innicoent lives, and create havoc to the world dying becos the community wants me to. pass me a gun pls, i think i wanna kill myself before i crack.

Exams r finally over, I thought at least now can get to rest abit, BUT NOOOOO, a stupid stranger comes into the house and i feel DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN akward.Wish she will just dissapear. Wonder when she will leave us in peace, cos I can't do anything dat I usually do at home, and go out too much cos owan t see her face, in the same time scared she might come in my room and steal every thing. (Very pantang ppl come in my room dat i dun know wan). If she ever, EVER step into my room, even though to see only, i will scream and shout till she's outta the house and everything will be back to normal.
Anyway, Hui Ling balik kampung again. Haih. She sounds sad when i called her last nite, really dunno what can I do oso. Everytime she gets sad I can't seem to pujuk her to be happier, worried. Maybe I dun understand her still, wish I can but me abit slow, so wat to do. Dunno larr. Anywa, she can't come online cos no modem, and if got oso, i think she can't oso, so, no diff. Really wish I can give half of my freedom to her, then she will be happier, or maybe I'll be her and she be me, then she will feel happy, dun mind feeling sad cos of her. ARGHHHHHH, thinking so much, no good. think I go sleep first, yesterday watcheD Austin Powers, Goldmember, and also The Eye at JJ's house. Came back at 1am, but my dad not at home. Biasa larr, family life like dat one. Good in many ways for the eye of my friends, cos got damn alot of freedom, but doesn't seems to have a good relationship with my dad, dunno larr. At least he trust me. Happy enuf wit life liao. Doesn't seems so bad if u see it from another point of view, or maybe too stupid to be sad. Hehehe. Bye.